Empty

My blog looks quite frustrated as well these days!

I just realized that even a blog has a sort of ‘between the lines’ communication. Greg once told me that he noticed that I blog more when I’m unhappy no matter what bugs me. Which would conclude that I must be quite happy right now according to my empty blog, i.e. a 4 day period of non blogging.

But – hey – I’m a woman! Our minds never stop thinking and even if there is no problem to solve right now, we females still find something to be bothered 🙂

Overall I’d say I’m suffering a little bit of a loss of energy. It takes quite a lot of energy to decrypt my emotional status or what influences the status, and putting that into words … Ghee!
Therefore the empty blog.

Retreat

What a frustrating experience!

I ended a couple of months struggles, because I was reduced to the fact that I’m a woman, and women can’t be ‘good’ programmers or competent enough in the computer science field.

At least that’s what it feels like looking back at the happenings. I might be a bit touchy on that particular spot, but I realized I don’t like to follow ‘sort of’ orders. Especially when I consider the goal stupid.

Whatever …