Xmas holidays always make me queasy. Xmas used to be a looking forward to family event. Since half of my family passed away, it’s the day I’m reminded of their loss the most. So no matter where I am or who with, I’m emotional. Ok. Even more emotional than most days.
New years eve is even worse. Every year it’s a struggle where to go, and even when it’s totally clear where I’d be, expectations are high. If I try to have none whatsoever, things go even worse. So what strategy should I try this year? Maybe I just sleep through.