Chanel, nuts and the abyss

This morning – on my half an hour ride on the 33 bus to work – I made a couple of conclusions:

The second a couple of sun rays hit the Chanel sunglasses on my face I relax.

When I have something on my mind, I want to get/do/be done with, I have to do it the very second, I made the decision. Otherwise I go nuts. I can be slightly patient, if I’m not sure or if the decision doesn’t depend only on me.

I actually get wiser with age. Or at least I know myself well enough to prevent myself from innocently smiling at the sneering abyss. I still like to have a look at the abyss though. I hope I will never loose that desire. Otherwise life might turn out boring …