What a frustrating experience!
I ended a couple of months struggles, because I was reduced to the fact that I’m a woman, and women can’t be ‘good’ programmers or competent enough in the computer science field.
At least that’s what it feels like looking back at the happenings. I might be a bit touchy on that particular spot, but I realized I don’t like to follow ‘sort of’ orders. Especially when I consider the goal stupid.